I really shouldn't..
.. but since no-one really cares...
I'm so 'thoughfull'
I mean I'm full with thoughts.
It's weird....I have never been so 'lost'..
Some of those emotions are lovely, some are not.
It's hard to explain what I feel right now.
I mean how I feel...
I'm just thinking of life, how I would like it to be.
whats important to me, what is not.

Just thinking of everything.
People around me.
People in my life.
Of what I am doing.
Of what I am doing good.
and.... everything.

I'm thinking about my photography so much too...
I don't know what it is...
I don't think that it can be called art..
I should delete like almost every single picture in my gallery...
I'm tired, but so full of energy...

Could someone explain me anything..
I can't understand nothing..
what am I doing?
should I find another passion?

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I have had like lovely-est days of my life..for couple weeks now
I'm tired, but kinda happy..
It's the end of year... and I'm learning like a crazy nerd...
and I don't get much sleep..
My life is messy-er then ever..
I can't understand myself..
I left my French class..I just don't have that much time.. and money
I have found a summer job..
I want to go to Tallinn, Vilnius, Stockholm, Paris and Florence.. who wants to come with me in July or August, with car stops?
I'm looking for a boyfraan (it's so idiotic to say it... b I'm like a freak saying ' I want a boyfraan so baad' every 23647545 secounds.)
I love what muszka does with her photos more and more each day.
+ EVERYONE STOP SAYING PASTA IR A CHEAP FOOD!!(even if it is)
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The Sunshine Underground - Borders
Nouvelle Vague - Dance with me
Band of Horses - The funeral
Kate Nash - Birds
The Cribs - Mens needs

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